Running

So I was reading a book about this girl who forgets everything when she is running, but I personally never really like running. Since I really could remember I've had asthma, and running was always a problem for me, as any other physical activity, but running really got my asthma going. Slowly though through hard efforts, I've been able to run longer distances, building up my endurance. Now I sort of understand her, but sometimes I still feel judged when running. Am I too slow, are people checking me out, all these thought run through my mind while running. I know what you're thinking oh calm your self honey you aint nothing special, but I've gotten hit on times before so sue me. What I have decided to do is to begin running on a closed track. I thought about running with a friend but things always wind up to be competitive, and I don't like that. Maybe alone I also may be able to forget my problems
-Vision Girl