Sunday, June 15, 2008

MOM!!

Like what the hell? my mom works alot and i really try to understand her, but today she is just bieng a plain o BiTCH! I didn't even ask her for anything she is just coming in sayin' If you hungry make yourself a sand wich. She offers money to my no good lazy ass older sister lets my brother come home the next day but she can't make me food. I am always left alone in the house for hours. When she doesn't wanna do anything I eat the left over food that none of her other kids eat, I am going sum where in my life that her other kids ani't so what the fuck? don't give me attitude especially since I just had a hard week finishing finals. I'm so tired of being understanding and getting the same treatment that her other kids get thats bull shit !! sorry for my cussing

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Puerto Rican Day Parade

I think I'm really mature and understanding for my age and my circumtances, but one thing I can't tolerate is rudeness. Some Puerto Rican are just too obnoxious and that's really not cute. I am all for bieng proud of your background but it gets so noisy and people are all in your face about P.R it's like okay i get it you love yourself. People get drunk its like no other parade it infects all of manhattan. Now I'm just making a plea here every culture is special. Puerto Ricans need to stop thinking that they are the best in the whole world. I'm 1/2 Puerto Rican and feel ashamed when Puerto Rican paraders are mean and disrespectful to others and their cultures. Like I saw this girl just yell at this other girl about how no other race could measure up to puerto ricans. It is sad and makes Prican peeps look like we are all like that
-vision girl

Friday, June 6, 2008

Running

So I was reading a book about this girl who forgets everything when she is running, but I personally never really like running. Since I really could remember I've had asthma, and running was always a problem for me, as any other physical activity, but running really got my asthma going. Slowly though through hard efforts, I've been able to run longer distances, building up my endurance. Now I sort of understand her, but sometimes I still feel judged when running. Am I too slow, are people checking me out, all these thought run through my mind while running. I know what you're thinking oh calm your self honey you aint nothing special, but I've gotten hit on times before so sue me. What I have decided to do is to begin running on a closed track. I thought about running with a friend but things always wind up to be competitive, and I don't like that. Maybe alone I also may be able to forget my problems
-Vision Girl